Leave LOUD: Jemar Tisby's Story
I've never been this publicly vulnerable about my experiences of racism in white Christian spaces. But it's time...
The person in the picture below seems like someone else who lived in a different lifetime. At this point in my life (2015) I had a growing awareness that my continued commitment to racial justice and my presence in Reformed and evangelical spaces more broadly could not continue.
It has taken me years to get to the point where I am ready to publicly share my experiences of racism in white Christian spaces.
I share details I’ve never uttered in public. My goal is not to be salacious or sensational. My goal is to warn others who are considering entering these spaces, to encourage those on a similar journey, and to speak the truth in love about those who were active or complicit in racism.
Please give this podcast episode a listen. This is my testimony. This is my WITNESS.
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Whew! Listen, family...this is the one.
10 years ago, Jemar Tisby founded this organization with the hope of achieving racial reconciliation in white evangelical spaces. Eventually, after a barrage of attacks, smears, and racial trauma, the organization changed its name, and Jemar left the place that he thought was his home. What happened? What changed? What did he learn? This is the story like you’ve never heard it before. This is Jemar Tisby’s #LeaveLOUD story. The Witness: A Black Christian Collective
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More about the #LeaveLOUD campaign…
In 2018, the New York Times published an article tiled: A Quiet Exodus: Why Black Worshipers Are Leaving White Evangelical Churches that chronicled the plight of Black Christians who quietly exited their churches after their pastors and fellow believers failed to denounce state-sanctioned violence against Black people, white Christian Nationalism, systemic racism, and everyday bigotry. Since that time, things have gotten worse, not better.
In recent months, we’ve seen a surge of Black leaders and congregants in predominantly white or multiethnic churches and Christian spaces decide that it’s time for them to go. We bear witness to the hurt, harm, and frustration that our siblings have experienced. Enough is enough. It’s time to #LeaveLOUD
To #LeaveLOUD is to tell our stories, to name things for what they are, to take back the dignity we’ve lost while being in institutions that don’t value the fullness of the image of God within us, and to go where we are celebrated and not just tolerated.
For the next several weeks, we will be sharing stories of Black Christians who have made the decision to #LeaveLOUD. We will also be providing thoughtful analysis, words of wisdom, and resources for those who have already left or who are discerning whether they should #LeaveLOUD. We invite you to share your stories using the hashtag #LeaveLOUD.
The Witness BCC exists to empower Black Christians to live into the fullness of who God created us to be. You are not alone.
Visit thewitnessbcc.com for more of our stories.
This story needed and needs to be told, big time. Took my breath away at points, made me laugh with joy at points, and brought me to tears. Your integrity and courage is remarkable. God bless you in every way.
As someone who was comfortably white in the PCA out west for about a decade, that pod ep was sooo good and necessary and painful for me to hear, and I'm sharing it with my friends who are still there... thinking a lot especially about how you can be in a "good" congregation that you love ("but my congregation isn't like this!") and yet still be part of a system that's harmful. Having a deeper understanding of the systemic nature of things was what took longest for me to get, and I couldn't (or didn't, anyway) leave until I got that. Also, I'm 100% sure every other church I've been a part of, regardless of denom) had the same issues, maybe presented differently, so the system in question is white American Christianity kind of as a whole. And I've realized (ever since...oh, fall 2016) I can't just hop to some other denomination and let myself become comfortable again. Anyway, thanks for your vulnerability and clarity. White Christians like me who have seen ourselves as the good guys in all this really need to listen.